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i must say today's training was a totally different outlook from yesterday. in a good way i guess. yesterday was totally bleak.

i started today still sick. and my first 20 shots were really bad also like only 2 in the 9 ring? pretty horrible i guess. so i just decided to try and revamp and relearn shooting pistol. MY WAY. i made alot of changes to how im shooting now. first the old way: trigger too light, aiming right at the bottom of the card, TRY to maintain a relationship between the front and rear sights, aim for about 20 seconds, VERY VERY wobbly. now the new way: aiming somewhere close to the bottom of the black ring, NOT much of a relationship--> if the rear sight is higher, ill aim the gun higher, i just use the front sight to guide, it has to touch the bottom of the black ring then, aim for moderate timing, if wobbly, DO NOT shoot, put the gun down and massage arm, try not to put too much pressure on myself.


i realised that this way of shooting was pretty VERY WEIRD.BUT HELL, it takes my mind of the pressure and keeps me like trying to dont bother bout the relationship and stuff. very dangerous but it managed to actually get me to shoot something like what i used to do 1 year ago. all in the 9 ring except for 2 out? gives me a pretty decent score now.

i shot a whopping 130 shots today? long time since i done that. and funny thing is it REALLY feels like what i felt last time, even when my arm is pain, i find that i can still find a way to shoot. WHY??? no answer yet. will try to ask coach when he gets back i guess.

COMPETITION: Saturday 19/12/2009

Detail 1
Preparation Time: 0920hrs
Competition Time: 0930hrs - 1115hrs (APM/ARM)
Lane 8

What i need to do during this competition. DO what i did today. not anything more. not anything less. my aim isnt about score. ive just got to do exactly what i did. thats all. im bound to make mistakes, but hell who cares, im a human yea? BUT if what i REALLY want, ill still aim to 1st beat my last monthly shoot, aim to get at least 515, not have any loose shots, not do stupid stuff like even when not in the right frame of mind also gung ho whack.

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